"Confusion From Within"
There's a creature inside me,
evil and dark.
helongs to break free,
he burns like a spank.
He dresses in black,
there's anger in store,
he never looks back,
he makes me sore.
I feel afraid
of this one inside.
I wish to run away,
I want to hide.
But he calls to me.
He draws me in.
I'll never be free
I drink of him.
His eyes are pools
of darkness to me.
I play the fool,
of this I see.
He causes me strain,
but yet this treasure,
erases the pain,
and gives me pleasure.
His lips upon mine
taste sickly sweet.
Similar to wine,
which is not a drink, but meat.
He is of the night,
this creature of strife.
he tries with all his might
to steal away my life.
Yet I want him...
I swear...
to obey his whim,
of this I dare.
I cherish the moments,
the darkness this night.
I await the time;
he takes away my might.
I bow down to his will
and, yet,
he still
can make me forget:
His darkness,
wickedness,
evilness
that cause me distress.
There's a creature inside me,
dark and black,
he longs for me
and I long for him back.