Sometimes I wanna say how I really f*kn’ feel
Should I say what I want, and keep it on the real
All this pain I have, is eating me alive
All the is pain I have, is keeping me deprived
The lord knows I try hard to live a good life
The lord knows I really love my wife
But I don’t know how much more of this crap I can take
My own f*kn’ family is showing me no love
So I pray to the god, the one up above
I sit and think, wondering what’s in store for me
I try to see really, but its not happening for me
And every time something good happens
Someone or something makes my mood change
Its like I can never be happy, and never be sad
All I want is a happy life
My family and wife, without no strife
You know, what every nigga wants that’s all I need
But I don’t know how much more of this crap I can take
I try to make it right, but these niggas wanna fight
I try to do it wrong, and yet I still sing the same song.
Throughout my life I’ve needed my mother,
But she was hardly there
When I needed the woman who gave me birth,
She put that nigga before me first
Should I be mad, or maybe sad
How should I feel, is this f*kn’ real
And now I got a baby, that’s making me crazy
Not crazy-crazy, but crazy in love
Its like besides my wife, the baby is the best thing in my life
And that’s cause she hasn’t even been born yet
So now you see the pain I feel, deep in my heart oh so real
So what should a nigga do, I wonder
Should I steal, should I kill, should I just try to keep it real
Where is my guidance, where is my mentor
Who is counseling me
Why do I feel alone
So maybe now that I let off some steam
I will feel a little better and even maybe happier
Cause I don't know how much more of this crap I can take
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